yesterday morning i recieved the following text:
“yo i was thinking i felt i should apologize for all the shit i’ve said and done and i don’t really expect you to forgive me or anything just wanted to apologize.”
stranger to crush to date to a boy who made my life SUCK every moment he had the chance. for the first time i can actually look at him as a person.
from the boy in my post, “2540 facebook messages”.
i don’t forgive him. but at least this is a start.
“am i happy with who i am today?”
today the answer is no.
we seem to forget that there are times of happiness still to be found in our hecktic lives. these moments seem to be lost as we age, while we gain new responsibilities and have trouble finding time to do things we truely enjoy. of course, that’s what makes moments of pure happiness that much more rewarding- the rarity of them. yesterday my friends and i executed a surprise party for three of our close friends. in between exams, homework, and all our other worries, we found time to plan a day where we wouldn’t have to deal with things like that and just have fun with out own little family of friends. the plan went beyond perfect. decorating tiffany’s basement while teaching her how to tie a ballon, then blasting old school songs was just the start of it! there was pizza, jeanne’s cake, silly string and yelling all mixed into this amazing day. not to mention the most epic game of hide and seek (i cna’t remember the last time i played!) playing cheat with 9 people was more stressful than school, but we eneded the day off watching crazy stupid love with five people squished into a small couch. i love my friends. that day was just one of our many unforgettable memories together <3
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